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  The Falls of the Wyona

  The Falls of the Wyona

  a novel

  DAVID BRENDAN HOPES

  Red Hen Press | Pasadena, CA

  The Falls of the Wyona

  Copyright © 2019 by David Brendan Hopes

  All Rights Reserved

  No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without the prior written permission of both the publisher and the copyright owner.

  Book layout by Mark E. Cull

  ISBN-13: 9781597098939

  The National Endowment for the Arts, the Los Angeles County Arts Commission, the Ahmanson Foundation, the Dwight Stuart Youth Fund, the Max Factor Family Foundation, the Pasadena Tournament of Roses Foundation, the Pasadena Arts & Culture Commission and the City of Pasadena Cultural Affairs Division, the City of Los Angeles Department of Cultural Affairs, the Audrey & Sydney Irmas Charitable Foundation, the Kinder Morgan Foundation, the Meta & George Rosenberg Foundation, the Allergan Foundation, and the Riordan Foundation partially support Red Hen Press.

  First Edition

  Published by Red Hen Press

  www.redhen.org

  For

  Ruth and Harris Summers

  CONTENTS

  ______________

  Chapter I

  Chapter II

  Chapter III

  Chapter IV

  Chapter V

  Chapter VI

  Chapter VII

  Chapter VIII

  Chapter IX

  Chapter X

  Chapter XI

  Chapter XII

  Chapter XIII

  BIOGRAPHICAL NOTE

  I

  Rain came quick and sharp. It dimpled the river and made it flash where it had been the flat gray color of the clouds. You had to stop and think what it reminded you of. Then the rain stopped and the clouds broke and everything above the river stood mirrored in perfect detail in the river’s face. Except there, right where we were. Water dripped from a branch high above us, and when the drops hit the pool river, the picture scattered and blurred. When the pool calmed, you could see our two shapes, my round buzzed head, his long movie-star hair lifting and settling back in the breeze. We were standing the same way and looking in the same place. You look in the shadows to get past the glare on the water to see fish and crayfish and the like, but I wasn’t looking at that. I was looking at him. I’d just used the phrase “best friend” a moment before in my heart, though I was afraid to say it out loud. Vince was funny about things sometimes. There were so many ways he could take it wrong.

  Forty feet farther down, the river spread out into a fan. Then it disappeared. You know it was going over the falls, the brown Wyona flashing suddenly white and gold in its hundred foot drop to the white stones, but it sure looked like it just disappeared. The rising cloud of mist is the Wyona saying goodbye. We were wary of going too much closer. Rumor suggested eddies and undertows that would shoot you over the falls as soon as look at you. Plenty of kids had vanished that way. People in town kept lists, and though the lists differed from one another, their cautionary effect was undeniable. “The Falls claims one each generation,” people said. People say a lot of things.

  Tilden’s uncle was one the Falls claimed. If you go into their house there’s a picture of Tilden’s uncle—his mom’s brother or something—with dry yellow willow twisted around the picture frame. He looks like every other kid in the world, though with the funny clothes they had back then. I thought it was odd for him to be dead and all of us alive.

  Tilden thrashed around over in the weeds pursuing something. A little nervous close to the brink, he did his fishing from the shore, poking through the arrowhead and cattails for anything that moved. He’d learned to cuss in an abstract, uncommitted way, so we heard him over there saying, in a normal tone of voice, almost politely, “bastard” and “son of a bitch” when something eluded his grasp. It was froggy in the pools for being so high up and so close to the falls. I guess the frogs came down from the hills, like the river did, except they knew when to stop.

  Vince kept standing up and looking over his shoulder into the woods.

  I knew what Vince would do. I knew how he would do it. We were one person, sometimes. There were photos of us playing under the sweet gum in Grandpa’s yard, the two of us in diapers and the leaves of the sweet gum like stars behind our heads. I must have known Mom and Dad and Grandpa and all them first, but I don’t remember anyone before Vince. Dark hair. Dark eyes, dark soul. Different from me. They put us together so we could have a friend from the first, and it worked.

  Now he was looking over his shoulder in that way he had.

  “He’ll come,” I said, though I wasn’t sure whether he’d come or not. We were waiting for Glen. I wasn’t sure whether I wanted Glen to come or not.

  Two big hawks kept house in a pine overhanging the river then. The lady was out hunting. The gentleman stood at the edge of their nest screaming at us not to come any closer. We had no intention of coming closer.

  I kept wondering if I would remember that moment, or any like it. Speaking of it now, forty years later, answers the question.

  Vince took to Glen the minute he moved to town from St. Louis. I didn’t have time for him. He was citified or sissified or something I couldn’t put my finger on. A boy with a comb in his pocket, and with the willingness to use it in public, was an oddity in our neck of the woods. Glen would have had a bad first day at school, except Vince left the gaggle of boys he was the center of and walked to where the new kid was standing alone on the playground. This was not the usual way Vince worked. He liked being the center. He liked mocking those who weren’t at the center. In being peripheral, they were culpable of something, even if it was hard to say what. This time, it was different. I examined Glen to discover why the different treatment, but I couldn’t see it. Glen was as different from Tilden and me as a kid could get, so maybe Vince wanted to fill in whatever it was he missed in us. It was hard showing up in the middle of the school year, but that wasn’t our fault. Snow peppered the ground and everyone had to wear the stupid hats they’d gotten for Christmas. Vince walked over in his stupid hat and stood by Glen in his stupid hat, and pretty soon all of us in our stupid hats toddled over to bask in Vince’s radiance. Glen’s presence there was incidental to everyone but Vince. He was in, Glen was, by accident of proximity.

  Glen became one of us. That was OK, because most of the town gangs had at least four and there were things we couldn’t accomplish with just the three of us that had been. I liked Glen before long. He was smart, and certain things you could talk about with him that you couldn’t with others. You could hear longhair music from the station in Charlottesville sometimes, and he could tell you what it was and why it sounded like that. Tilden liked everybody, or didn’t mention it if he didn’t, so that was not a problem.

  Vince brought Tilden into my life. It was winter, and I’d been scolded for something—I couldn’t have learned much of a lesson if I didn’t even remember what it was—and I’d been staring out the window for a while feeling sorry for myself. Hearing my big brother two rooms away talking in that man’s voice he always had didn’t help. I would never grow up. I would never be like Andy, never be the boy my parents apparently wanted me to be. They always said, “Be yourself,” but that was clearly not what they actually wanted. I stared into the darkening gray light. After a while I saw shapes materialize far down the street, where it curved away into a sweep of familiar hills. They were the same hills I’d always known, but in my misery they might have been the Caucasus. The two moving shapes seemed small in the vastness of the coming storm. They made me think of the Magi on the Christmas cards, processing through the moonlit
wilderness, from where one knew not, toward what one could only suppose. They moved slowly, steadily, getting bigger as they came. When they moved close enough, I saw two boys, one in a snowsuit, one in a heavy green army jacket with a floppy hat pulled tight over his ears. As their feet touched the edge of our drive, snow began to descend, carefully and beautifully, everywhere. I waved. They waited while I got my snowsuit and boots on. Of course they were Vince and Tilden. They must have walked a long, long way. They had pulled on their snow suits and ugly caps to come to me in the teeth of the blizzard.

  The new boy said, “Tilden.”

  I said, “Arden.”

  Vince and Tilden filled the time waiting for me to don my snowsuit by sticking their tongues out into the falling snow to catch the flakes. Coming through the door I stuck my tongue out too, automatically, before a word had passed between us. Tilden said, “They’re different flavors, you know, depending on whether it’s before or after Christmas.” I never doubted it.

  “Vince-and-Tilden” would be one name to me forever after. To the rest of the town we were “those three.”

  I thought our community closed then, but it didn’t. We met Glen, too, in winter, and though the snowsuits vanished, the absurd hats did not. Our shadows on the snow made us look like Mongol horsemen in vast headdresses. I would have voted no on him but there was no vote, and afterwards I was glad, for Glen brought something new to the group. I couldn’t say what, except that adults seemed to like him and that might come in handy. Glen was older than the rest of us without actually being older, if you know what I mean. He was finished. Just like Tilden would be finished perfect when he reached fifteen, and never after in his life be older than fifteen. Me? I have no idea. You have to ask somebody else.

  Glen had never been to the Falls. We discovered it ourselves the summer before he came, but kept it secret. All the neighborhood gangs thought they had discovered it themselves and nobody else knew. The Falls of the Wyona were sacred. Set apart. So it had been for generations of boys since the town was settled, and probably before that for the Indian boys. I wasn’t sure of inviting a boy who’d just moved to town. A boy didn’t go to the Falls just because he wanted to. He might stumble upon it himself, in which case destiny gave him a kind of celebrity, or he might be invited by those who’d been there before. That was the usual way.

  Glen wasn’t woodsy, so the likelihood of his finding it himself was slight. We had to give him the Falls or he would have done without. It was up to him to give us something back. We waited to find out what.

  I’d found the Falls for us. That will be a matter of pride for me until the end of days. It happened as I was leaving my piano lesson with Miss Phoebe. I didn’t like piano that much, but I liked Miss Phoebe, a high school girl who gave lessons for a while until she could go off to the conservatory after graduation. The high school had a conservatory, but it was full of plants and botany experiments and it was a while before I could figure out what that had to do with piano. Anyway, I was standing on her porch with my hand in her hand. She was giving me final instructions for the week, holding my fingers in the arch she wanted to see over the keys next time. That’s what she thought she was doing, but I thought she was holding my hand, and the thrill going through me was difficult to understand, much less to express. When I pondered it afterward, I wondered if her intentions were as pure as they seemed, or if maybe she was flirting just a little bit. Anyway, I cast my eyes away so I wouldn’t have to look at her as well as have my hand in hers on the front porch, when I saw, way off, a cloud that looked like a tornado in the pure yellow evening sky.

  “What’s that?” I said. I had to pull my hand away to point, and so the moment came to an end.

  “You never saw that before?” Miss Phoebe said. “Something about the river. About the Falls. It happens almost every night, as far as I can tell. This is a good place to watch it from.”

  I swear I had never heard the word “Falls” associated with the Wyona before that minute. Little tiny falls punctuated the length of it flowing through town, but nothing to raise a cloud like the one I saw. Two days later was Saturday. I packed myself a lunch and headed out toward the twisty cloud. I started right at Miss Phoebe’s porch, where I’d seen it, and where she could see me, and maybe admire my adventurous spirit. We knew the encircling woods pretty well, and when the paths I knew came to an end, I felt confident to take the new, strange ones, dead reckoning the ones that led to the river. I’d almost never gone anywhere without Vince, or without Vince and Tilden together.

  Roaring told me when I neared the river. The Wyona made a sound flowing through town, of course, rippling past the bridges and the stands of green reeds, but nothing like this: thunderous, deep, cataclysmic. If I hadn’t had the classroom maps to tell me different, I would have thought I found the edge of the world, where the oceans pour into the void.

  When I came into the clearing I’d wished I’d brought Vince and Tilden, for it was too big for me alone. The forest opened on a keyhole of blue sky—that lustrous sad china blue that leans toward evening—with the Wyona flashing at the bottom of it. The river ran through trees and grasses in town, but here it ran over pale yellow stone and, at the western edge of the clearing, disappeared. The roaring came from the point of disappearance, as did a cloud of mist sometimes hesitant among the rocks, sometimes billowing over and back into the river’s face. I didn’t need to go there right away. I knew it was the Falls. No one ever spoke of it. It couldn’t have opened over night, but maybe it did, and mine were the first mortal eyes ever to take it in. I entertained that thought.

  I was a kid, but I wasn’t that dumb. I knew the Falls must be a secret kept by the adults for reasons at the moment past telling. The cloud blowing back from the rocks under the Falls was formidable, but not dark like the cloud I saw from Miss Phoebe’s porch, and lacked its own twisting life. Maybe a trick of evening light? I didn’t know. But that day I’d seen enough. I needed to scurry if I were going to get home before dark. The paths past a certain point were unfamiliar and I was, after all, very small under those looming trees.

  Vince flat out didn’t believe me until I took him and Tilden there the next Saturday. He was used to being the big man, the pioneer. He nearly always got there first, wherever we were going, whatever new skill we were trying to master. I decided not to gloat over this, our single greatest discovery, all mine. On that second trip, Tilden and Vince and I, we discovered the mystery of the cloud.

  Glen likely didn’t know he was being tested, but he was. Glen was tall, frail-looking, pale, with hair that was nearly white then but would darken some before high school. His gray eyes were a plus. A lot of heroes had gray eyes. Writers are very specific about that. They made him a possibility, the eyes did, though the rest of him, his frailness, his trace of sissy, made it seem unlikely at first that his companionship would be rewarding. We told him how to get to the Falls, giving the precise instructions only boys know how to give. We told him when. We told him everyone had to go alone the first time. This was a lie, but I insisted. I suppose it was my subtle way of emphasizing that I had first gone there alone and had some right to make the rules. The rest was up to him.

  I assumed he’d get lost and have to be brought out by us at a later time, but there he was, not too long after Vince had started anxiously to look for him.

  “Glen,” Vince said under his breath.

  “It’s a long way,” Glen said when he came into in range, pushing out of the scrub trees at the edge of the stone. Tilden said, “Hell,” appreciatively.

  Vince held out his hand to steady Glen across a gap.

  “Not that long. You get used to it.”

  “Your directions were pretty good.”

  Tilden slipped into the river and said, “Son of a bitch.” Since his shoes were wet anyway, he stayed in the water, looking for a shallow place to ford over to us.

  A dragonfly buzzed the top of Glen’s shoes. The dragonfly was so blue it made the sky look green. Glen wa
tched while the bug lit on his boot toe and then zoomed away. I could see Vince’s face taking on the same expression as mine. Glen stood for a moment, looking around, taking everything in. One had to do that his first time at the Falls, just look and look. He put his hands on his waist and turned slowly, like a lighthouse that had to cover the whole sea.

  “Damn,” he said, “The river just disappears.”

  “Yeah it does,” Tilden called from the midst of the river. He was making a face because the water had something brown and slimy on the bottom of it. “Go on and look.”

  Glen moved along the bank some, rolled his cuffs up, then dropped into the water, quieter and smoother than Tilden. It was August and the river ran very low. The water looked more transparent when something was in it—the brown bottom made it look like it was brown all through—and a boy’s white legs shone golden underneath. You had to go slower as the water deepened. Glen went ceremonially slow. The dragonfly followed him to the middle of the stream, glancing off his shoulder, wheeling away, circling back again. We hadn’t warned him of the eddies and undertows, but somehow he eluded them and came to the very lip of the precipice.

  “The brown slimy stuff is really slick,” Tilden said. Glen nodded.

  He stood there at the brink a long time, looking. Still, he couldn’t have taken it all in. This was the great gorge of the Wyona. The river writhed under him like a wounded dragon. Two states moved out from the gorge in green wilderness and white mountain rock. Far off there was a glitter of sun glancing off a moving car, in the remoteness where there were roads and cars and people other than ourselves.

  Glen looked a long time before he moved again. Two steps the wrong way would have sent him over the falls. He didn’t move his feet, but put his hands on his knees and began to bend in tiny increments, easing ever more of his weight over the brink. He looked like a diver readying for the dive. He balanced on the very edge. He did a handstand, feet in the air, hands on the slick brown rock at the very lip of the Falls. The three of us recognized the motion from gym class, from Mr. Lecheck’s everlasting obsession with tumbling and gymnastics. Glen did a handstand on a slippery boulder, one side of which was probable and the other side certain death. Up he went. It looked effortless. I always had to kick a little. He hit the handstand and just hovered there like it was nothing at all. He looked like an odd little Atlas, holding up the sky with his feet.